Truth

I was told today that I never had anything positive to say about you. Well Truth be told, if you get me started it'll probably be close to impossible to get me to stop.

& my most favourite things about you are:

-you like me for who I am,even though we have our on sets of differences regarding things you've never ever asked me to change to suit your liking.(I know you won't force me to go skiing if I don't want to)
-you are so patient with me and you take time out to not only hear but actually listen to what I have to say.
-the way you worry about the smallest of things when it comes to me. I know I always tell you that I'm not a kid. But the truth is that I love the attention and concern I get from you.( You annoy me like any other friend I have but I also know for a fact that you'd be there for me in no time whenever I needed you)
-the way you argue with me not because I'm wrong but because neither of us feel like hanging up.
-you wake up at 9am just to reply to my messages:D

-In all its just the way you make me feel...

(This was just a glimpse of all the positive things about him)..

Donkey Boy

Please bring back mangoes from Norway!:) A very importat request from Anne:D

I fail to understand why people have to go to places where their fones are out of range!!!:@ As if being a million miles away wasn't bad enough!!

SLEEP

Everyones s entertaining when they're sleeping! One tosses and turns;reminds me of a fish without water. Another lay so still, seems like shes a log! And another decides to have a conversation while sleeping!! Ahh,the effects of having a LONG day!

I on the other hand sit and blog while everyone else is busy dreaming! I've been super jumpy the whole day without the redbull. If only my roomie saw me today,she'd be totally impressed!! I haven't been able to calm the butterflies n my stomach till now,the excitement continues...if only i knew what the excitement was about!!!!!Non-stop giggleing together with hyperactiveness! Classic combination!!!!!!!!

Blind Date..

These few days have brought back so many memories, especially those random blind dates we planned for the guys...'simba,timon and pumba' Bet that gave you guys enough experience for a life time.

Anyways another friend is up for a blind date:
Male
Singe
21
Canadian by nationality but a mix of Irish,American,Filipino and Samoan

He's a dream boat!!! If only I weren't taken...sighh..:|

So single girls give me a shout out if you're up for it coz he's in Fiji for the next 3 years!:)

(YESSSSSSSSSSSSS, The crazy me is back,atleast for now:D)

Within the past week..

1) Lost the tendency to drink.

HOW??! I guess it'll take a while to figure that out...

2) You guys think I've changed;I think I've finally found something to believe in.

Trying to explain how I feel to you guys, Is like trying to explain the smell of rain to someone who has never smelt rain

3) Truth is, I love you, and that in itself is scary enough!!!!!!

Friends

Friends: A simple word isn't it? It's uttered everyday to almost every person imaginable. Who are your friends? I used to think that friends were the people that you could laugh and talk to. Now I know that friends aren't that, they're the people that touch your heart. You could spend hours with them doing nothing at all and it can be the best time of your life, just because it was with them. They're the people you can share your secrets with, cry with, laugh with, and just have fun with. They don't judge you or make you change. They accept you exactly as you are. They look at you and they see a great person, one they love spending time with. You all share something in common and are tied together by memories, tears, laughs and smiles. You're tied together by love for the other. Friendship is the strangest but greatest thing in the world. I find my time with my friends, the best times of my life. My friends are my heart, my soul, my fun, my laughter, tears, love and my life.

Mistakes

People say you learn from your mistakes but sometimes it so happens that even though those mistakes are sort of similar, they're never exactly the same. So what you learn from that mistake may help you grow but not prepare you for the same situation you face in the near future.

Circumstances are never the same,no matter how much you may mentally prepare yourself to face a situation because you have experienced it in the past, things will never be exactly the same...

& in situations like those we learn and grow in terms of experience! We become stronger not in terms of being prepared for what the future holds for us but in terms of being a better person.

Nostalgia

All the letter writing has made me nostalgic. Another year end, so you guys would already have been expecting the letters;) Another lost list of thank you's, I'm sorry's and I love you's.

Just to let you guys know;out of sight NEVER means out of mind, atleast never for me anyway.

<3

And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
And I’m terrified but I’m not leaving
Know that I must pass this test


As my life flashes before my eyes
I’m wondering will I ever see another sunrise?
So many won’t get the chance to say goodbye
But it’s too late to pick up the value of my life


(Russian Roulette)

Defense Mechanism

Isolation from the ones you care about before they leave makes you miss them alot less once they're gone. That teaches you to gradually move on and find other people.

If you're lucky, you find those that stick around for longer if you're not then they are in your life for a season or a reason and then they carry on with their own lives. Keeping yourself away from those that are bound to leave is one of the best ways to protect ones self because in the end the person left behind is the one that suffers the most.