It was just one of those days where you felt everything would go well.....that was very much true, till i got a glimpse of him again. All those thoughts that i dreaded for the past week came rushing back.With a weak smile and heavy heart i decided to stop over and talk with him.
The pain in his eyes was almost impossible to miss. I could see he tried his best to cover it up with his usual jokes but it just didn't seem to do the trick this time around. What hurt even more was knowing the fact that I was the reason for him being in that state.
We only said a few words, the silence did the rest of the talking. It's times like these you wish you could start over...or turn back time even though impossible as it may seem. Its not that i enjoy doing this to him. I wish he would understand my side of the story. I guess in the end it is my fault after all because i haven't told him the reason.
I'm worried about his reaction. Would he understand my insecurities?? Would he understand my side of the story???
Him being perfect in so many ways might be the reason for my indecisiveness.......Oh well, right now I don't have it in me to face the situation. Yeah, you can call me a "kicken".. It's just impossible to give an answer...
why do all the rivers flow into the ocean? And why does all the love in the world come strait from the heart? And why does all the pain I feel come from deep inside? Oh, all those questions I could have answered ... if you were by my side
BACK TO MARKETING!!!!
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