Goodbyes..

Life doesn't give you the people you want, it gives you the people you need.
To help you, to hurt you, to love you, to leave you, and to make you into the person you were meant to be. Sometimes the right person happens at the wrong time and changes your life forever whereas some leave their mark like footrints in the sand which get washed away by the tides.

Just because I don' say it doesn't mean I won't miss you, just because I don't want to see you before you leave doesn't mean I don't care and just because I laugh off the fact that you'll be away for so long doesn't mean I'm happy about it.

I'll miss you more then you'll ever know, I care about you more then you'll ever think AND I'm nothing close to being happy about the next 3 months. For once I admit I'm scared, scared about what the holidays hold for the both of us. Then again, patience is good virtue and another day away from you means another day closer to the time we can be together again:)